Knowing

Lately I have had a lot of questions.

About the future,

about the present,

about love,

about life in general.

Questions about if I'm doing the best thing, about if I'm doing the right thing. I've had questions about how I feel and what I feel and what it all means.

I know that I can ask. God is there and He is listening.

But you also have to be patient.

Asking is easy. 

Patience is hard.

I want to know now! I wish I could have a small glimpse into the future, just to know if I'm on the right path. 

Because sometimes I wonder. 

I feel like it's right, 

but is that the same thing as knowing that it's right? 

I guess sometimes we need to learn things for ourselves, we need to make a decision and see where it leads us. Not everything is dictated out. As we change, the plan changes with us. And there's no need to worry, we are given hints to find along the way. 

He helps us out.

But we need to help too.

That's the hard part for me. Sometimes I just want to be told what to do...but then I was thinking, 

what would be the fun in that? 

I have the liberty of choice. I can make decisions on my own. 

And if they're right, 

then it will work out,

and if not,

then I'll move on to the next thing.

Sometimes that can be scary. 

But that's life. 

There is beauty in wondering, 

there is beauty in the unknown, 

and there is beauty in knowing 

that it will all work out.